KYM CREATIONS

P a s i r G u d a n g <3

2011-11-28T22:56:00.001+08:00

P h u k e t <3

2011-11-28T22:48:00.001+08:00

Eid Al-Adha ♥

2011-11-06T15:04:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday sweetheart ♥
A pressie for ya, hope ya like it.
Well, for now, Hafta start packing my thangs.

With lotsa love,
Clyde <3

P H U K E T W I T H L O V E ♥.♥

2011-10-27T17:17:00.003+08:00

Whats up beautiful ?

I is so coming down .

Still counting.

You better be waiting.

Cos' I is so gonna caress ya.

Reminisce about the past.

And drift along with ya !

I'm not heartless, I've just learned how to use my heart less ♥

2011-10-21T11:57:00.005+08:00

I don't mind when our conversation gets a little boring. I don't mind when we're text-ing and we ran out of things to say. When we're hanging out together but not doing anything, well i don't mind that either. It doesn't matter to me because i finally realized that when you're truly in love, every moment spent together doesn't have to be breath-taking, that you'll still feel like the luckiest person alive even through the most unexciting times, and you will feel completely comfortable together because y'know that just having each other is more than enough. Well, honestly baby, i'm really looking for that day to come. Will have a hell of time together in paradise. Missing you too much now. And i wished you were right here to hug me furball cos' i'm really freezing. Brrrrrr >_<

Warmest regards,

Clyde♥♥

Well, obviously i miss you baby ♥,♥

2011-09-15T19:54:00.004+08:00

Yesterday marks, the 43rd . I'll still wait . Even if it hurts .
I'll enjoy my life while i could .
Well, who gives a shit now ? No one . When it rains , it pours .
Its either i go hard, or go home .
No need for revenge cos' I'll just sit back & wait.
Those who loves to hurt someone will eventually screw up themselves even more.
I'm not surprise if this is happening.
How i wish, i knew this from the start, at least i wont be wasting my time .
Bless me, for i have sinned you. My recklessness will only lead me to my own grave .
Basically, the moral of the story is, even if things isn't working out like you planned to right now, doesn't mean in future it will never be and if you think you've tried your best and yet you still failed miserably. The lesson will be
"never try" .
So lesson learned. XOXO .

With lotsa love,

Clyde ♥♥

Dear god, please give me the patient to not letme slap another idiot today.♥

2011-09-12T11:21:00.006+08:00

You're a MISTAKE that I'd gladly repeat

Annyeong ha se yo you guys, not an easy road for me.

The thing about waiting around for someone is that if you wait around for too long, you'll just get tired of it and you just let go. NOT because you're weak and you can't handle it but because you just realize that the person you're waiting for, doesnt deserve anymore of your time..

With love,
Clyde ♥♥

I wish life has its P-A-U-S-E button ♥__♥

2011-09-08T17:05:00.003+08:00

For a second i actually thought you love me..
Well, I'll respect your decision to stop posting about us baby.
I know people would think you're just being unreasonable.
But who cares. For a meantime, I'll lay low, like you've said.
As for now, everything is complicated.
I don't wish this to happen, but it did.
The most i can do for you is to be sincere,
Yes its true that i have no wealth
to bestow on you.
But if a guy knows how
happy a girl could be in loving him..
Then , it means...
he would want no other rewards in this world..
I just don't understand why would GOD let us meet,
knowing that we won't last forever..
And yes, even how stupid people out there thinks i could be,
I'll always be there for you holding you tight,
cos' i know my heart is already broken..
Say whatever you wanna say girl,
cos' your words wont bring me down..
I swear to you, Imma lot more stronger
than you could be..

Cut to the chase, right now , i admit it.
I'm actually quite impressed
with you Mr i don't know who ..
Whats your name again, and why are you so
reluctant to do something for a complete
STRANGER like me ? Why ?
To be frank, even my closest,
wouldn't go to that extend for me..
What a world..

Lastly,please, please,
i trust you guys are mature enough to understand this..
my blog, my say.
Who are you to question and stop me from posting,
all my shits huh? For once, Stop acting like a lil bitch, will ya ?
Thank you.

Warmest regards,
Clyde ~♥♥

Nineteen years of a trip ♥

2011-08-21T17:32:00.005+08:00

My best years is still ahead of me and the best for me is yet to be.
But whatever it is, i still appreciate every single one of your presence .
It means a world to me. Thank you for your tender love, cheese pie .
Of which you'll never really know, How happy that you've made me
And how much I love you so..
Frankly speaking, I've wasted a lot of my life this past years.
And ohh please, i don't wanna repeat the same thing again.
But luckily for me, before i stumbled even deeper ,
one very fine man was there to kindly offer his help .
And i am very thankful to him .
May god bless him and his family. Amin.
And now i came to learn that,
there will always be this point of time in my life,
when i realize, who MATTERS,
who NEVER did, who won't ANYMORE
and who will ALWAYS and FOREVER will.

And ohh,
how pathetic can my stomach be,
suddenly craving for,
Banana+Dark Chocs+Nutella+Walnut= L.O.V.E

Till then readers,
Clyde ♥♥

Sleeping with you tonight ~ ♥

2011-08-12T02:52:00.003+08:00

Morning earthlings, just came back from Mustafa with moon head and his friends .
Aww, don't be disappointed baby. We see if luck is on your side.
But i bet, this probably works. Anyway, nice choice. Its so
effing sweet till i could dream and dream and keep dreaming bout ya ..
We shall see which smell emerge the strongest, yours or mine..

I'm gonna be missing you, even if i could see you like everyday ..
You're like my daily drug ..
Aishiteru Md Kauthar ♥

Next stop, Phuket ♥

2011-08-11T01:05:00.004+08:00

Its been a rather hectic day, even how tired or busy i could get , I'll never fail
to always be there for you. I need a break, lets go phuket shall we sweets?

Hitting the hay readers, will update a proper post.
See you tomorrow moon head. Ily.

Mr wolverine and his new Haircut ♥

2011-08-05T15:58:00.004+08:00

Random ♥

2011-08-02T01:54:00.003+08:00

I don't know. When people asks me, "What do i see in him ?" .
Honestly? I don't know. It was love at first sight and i even thought that it
wouldn't have last long but i guess it did. Even if we were just a few months old but i
swear i thought it would last for a few hours and thats it. I was rather thankful to have him.

Hurt like fvck

2011-07-27T23:56:00.003+08:00

Baby although you fell apart but always remeber i love you.. And seriously words cant describe how much i love you.. But to bad things didnt go the way we planned and i swear i didnt want this but we hafta understand shits happen.. Well, i guess, we're going our seperate way now, but dont you forget, clyde, had once fall for bonnie and they had a very hell of a time together..

I saw him , he saw me . And we both just goo , ooh laa , laaa ♥

2010-12-20T00:39:00.003+08:00

Sleepover ziel's crib .

Hell of a time . Its my very moment to see how my lovely dugong sleep .

Kinda cute though . Awww , I miss mum .

She's been away to Pulau hantu .

Have you guys ever heard of it ? Hahah ! Scary ahh .

If you are reading this . Once you've broken it , its consider sold .

I've never come across a guy who is so naive . But i still love you though .

Nahh , just move on will do the trick. I can't bear keeping this

feeling to myself . And ohh , the diary ? Its either burn it or dump it .

Oke . No way i'm going to be attached again.

Falling in love is so scary .

Its giving me the thrill of a roller coaster ride .

I'm done , and prolly get wasted on countdown .

So sape-sape nampak , tegur jee yee ~ Weeeee ♥

-__________-"

2010-12-13T18:37:00.003+08:00

Oke , Budak gemok nahh post nie .

Fuhh , Kym is officially single .

Kym don't quite actually understand the situatuion .

But who cares , kym didn't ask for it pon .

Useless ke aku nie ? Tahh paham .

Kym waited , like you wished too .

But end up like this . Too bad then .

You should get this in your head ,

that kym is a "Happy-Go-Lucky girl" .

Not a corrupted "Doll" , who stupidly , follow what

you asked it to do .

Ohh cummon , I guess , age does matter .

Probably , kym don't 'quite believe in

OLD SAYING . Haha !
So , i went to zoukout jugak . But tahh gerek .

SOOOO the not fun without my Babygirl . But ,

I saw my idol . Tiesto was so gorgeous .

Wished i could climb up and kiss him . Haha ! Well ,

Next year kym don't wanna go laa . Hehe . Macam P !

Oke Bye :D

Dugong-Siakap-Siamang-Chekmung.

2010-12-04T00:07:00.002+08:00

KYM GEMOK .

I love this chewy junior . Effing nice . Till you lick your toes .

I suka kawan baru i :D

2010-11-29T21:45:00.004+08:00

Fucking busy with work lately ,

What to do , now is time to make some money . Kaching $$

Cut down some of my usual enjoyment .

Eeeee , tomorrow payday !

Can't wait .

Currently, at my bbygirl crib , she just came back from

kak nor's wedding . Too bad , i can't follow , i think if

i were to follow , in a split seconds , i say ALL of the food disappear .

All you know is , seeing me one corner with my mouth undone, and to chicken rendang

on my hands . Hee . Rabak ! Oh well , ini anak Wahab suka Makan .

Psst , Sarcarsm is my second language bitch . You mess with her , i say , you mess with me, love . Dalaaa , kym tahh tau nahh post ape lagy . ! Btw , sayang kau Fiefie . Nanty kite kelua ehh :D

~Weeeeeee , tatatititutu &hearts♥

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Hannah : Tade , kau bace cheha nyee post . Malas nahh elaborate .
Fiefie : I turn fvking green when someone's talks sarcasm with the Guru :D
Fir : Ohh ! Mesti laa remember . Hehe :D
Mya : Thanks darling . ♥
Blogshoppers : Yeaa , i'll visit , but , when i got the free time .

2010-11-24T14:15:00.003+08:00

HELLO ALL ! Fiefie here.

Kymmie told me to update for her. So here I am.

Kym came by my place yesterday after weeks gone. She had started working Full Time.

So there's no more Full Time for her to slack like how we used to.

And so, we spent time slacking under my blk, chatting, sharing experience and so on.

Yaaa, she had fun working lately. But she's not having fun during the first 4 days of working.

And then, she asked me to accompany her back home. Kymmie nie pengecot taw org nye.

HAHA ! She's having an off day today.

Waiting for her to come and then, i think she will be going out with her colleagues.

Well, how do i started knowing this lady here.

The time I shift house, it was Primary Three. My sister and i went to playground and she came asking "Nak join main catching skali ?" Then we said yes laa.

And so the next day, we continue playing. We became friends then.

And when we started schooling in Secondary Schools, we didn't meet up for 3 years.

Afterwhich, in ITE College Bishan. During registration, she scare me from behind and hit my butt and say "Shikin laa !". I was lost at that point of time cause she looked way different from the way she looked during Primary School times. Ohh yaa, I forgot. We were in different school during Primary and Secondary.

And so school starts in ITE, we became close again. Haha.

But there's so many things we did during our Primary School life. I'm too lazy to elaborate.

Until here then. See you when i see you.

ADIOS ~

Im gonna fucking smile like nothing has fucking happen :) ♥

2010-11-07T14:34:00.008+08:00

Hello Babana Head ,

Guess what ? You won't fucking believe this .

Nahh , I'm fucking kidding .

its been awhile huh ? Practically , "STILL" finding

a fucking job , but as usual , NO FUCKING

RESPONSE ! What fuck they actually want !

Seriously , i don't fucking understand .

And don't fucking care .

Bet , my mama's gonna be fucking nagging again .

And certainly i'll get fucking angry & fucking annoyed !

Cos' i fucking want to work , and definitely these

fucking sympathetics matherfuckers told a lie

to me . They fucking told me they would fucking call this

weekend , but till now , i haven't receive any fucking calls !

I'm seriously gonna turn fucking Green

when i get fucking mad !

Well , life's getting a little fucking heavy on this

shoulder nowadays . And ohh , some very fucking

'so passionate' & 'too good to be true' idiotic

friends of my sister , just fucking loves and seems to be

fucking enjoying , coming to my house 'STEALING'

my authentic clothes ! Is that suppose to be a

fucking joke just to make me fucking laugh ?!

Cos' it ain't fucking funny ! Or it is a fucking habit of

yours to fucking generously let me shove my fucking

sandals to your fucking big mouth ? Cos' its

my fucking pleasure to do that ! And i suppose

i should have done it a fucking long time ago.

And look, now , I'm fucking regret . Haha !

What kind of fuckery is this ?! Arghh !

Shit , this is so not fucking cool !

I guess i might as well fucking

drown myself in the fucking cold water

before i turn fucking Green :D

Well fuckers , sometimes in life ,

your fucking language have to be a

little fucking MEAN ,

and i fucking mean it cos' it fucking

works for me . If you don't fucking like it .

Then I'm fucking sorry .

Cos' thats just who i fucking am .

Till then , fuckers :D I ♥ you :|

~Fiefie : Done linking ♥

~Hannah : Done !

~Passer-by : Done !

~Sammie : Then where's you link ?

Knock it off Asshole , i'm a ZOMBIE .

2010-10-06T00:28:00.006+08:00

I want those sharp features of Nicole Scherzinger . My Idol .

I love her voice , her boobies , her lips , her eyes .

Everything about her just make anyone crazy.

Anyway , i haven't seen you for two days now & i wander what the hell you could be doing

in there . Right now , I'm down with a fever cos' of missing you too much , i guess .

Plus , my shoulders are heavily burden this few days cos'

its hard to settle things down with a good

occupation .

And , I can't sleep well without seeing love snoring out loudly beside me on bed .

And thats not cool you know .

Fcuk everything .

I know not everyone are happy at all times ,

but atleast everyone had their fair share time to be happy .

Well at nights , i hear your voices singing into my head softly .

And apparently , you could see me pretend to be happy but i'm not and that just sucks.

And ohh , no matter what happens ,

I'll face the risk once more , but this time with NO fear , I SWEAR !!

Just one word to describe evrything ,

"EMPTY"

♥ K.Chiqanaz ♥

This is only the beginning♥

2010-10-04T01:59:00.004+08:00

I feel like going out to play in the rain now,

or maybe just cry together with the clouds.

Since, its raining for quite few days.

Love's court is the last thing on my mind right now.

Why must everything turns out to be this way,

I won't complain.

Cos' it won't do any good.

See that picture above,

that was once my dream. To own a BF,

who takes me to ride around the town,

with his dirt-bike.

Everything seems so surreal until

i forgot it was only a DREAM.

Well, I can't deny, that i'm gonna miss you like hell.

Good Night Readers *♥

K.Chiqanaz

What kind of FUCKERY is this !

2010-09-26T15:59:00.005+08:00

I'm feeling SHITASS right now !

I feel like PUNCHING your handsome FACE !

I can close my eyes and pretend not to see the things i HATE to see. But i can't close my heart to the things i don't wanna feel , and thats 'Pretty Awesome' !

I'm to bleak to even talk about it right now .

Can't you put your EGO aside , and be more Sweeter ?!

Arrghhhhh ! Useless , bragging over this FVCKING matter ?!

Fvck you , for not understanding me !

Fvck me , for not understanding you !

Fvck us , for not understanding ♥ !

And lastly,

Fvck ♥ , for being so dangerous !

This is driving me NUTS,

But no matter what i still won't fail to

say this sincerely to you,

ILOVEYOUBABY ♥

I

2010-09-18T19:24:00.004+08:00

I really believed that settling things/ confess what you feel to your ♥ one would work rather than ending your relationship with a BAD ending and just making you feel worthless for the rest of your life.

How much more ?! And how do you want me to prove to you ?! Isn't everything enough, I'm not tryna be a crybaby OR even tryna be that 'emo-emo' kinda girl. I knew it, i just knew it, you doubt everything in the first place and this would happen, and TADAAAA, it really happen. Your just the same like my previous. Don't you know it really hurts?And now, I'm questioning myself, Do i really deserve you in my arms? Well, its really hard to tell your mind to stop loving. But what made us this way ?! Why you feel so insecure towards me? Am i really filthy to your eyes?! All this questions needn't be answered, rest assure. Let time decides. I don't understand you? Whats the meaning of that? I've tried, but yet, you still wouldn't let me to. You rather let it stay has a secret. I don't know, if this still continue onwards, how can we be happy in the future? Hadn't you ask this question to yourself. " Why i choose to stay, and decided NOT to leave you even you told me too. Why? " I think you know the answer very well Mr. Alif, cause i can't bear to see you cry whenever you see me get hurt and furthermore i can't leave you just yet and let those love haunt me for my entire life right? Boy, your kiss made it so hard for me to put it in words. But if my voice didn't reach your ears, how can i assure that my feelings ever reach your heart?

Oke, right now I'm feeling so damn sad? Angry? Confuse? Or sarcastically happy? I'm not sure. Whatever it is, i still have to pull together my best smile and SMILE. Cause this family means so much to me and I'm so happy whenever they are by my side. Had a really nice conservation with my dearest hustla this few days. It really made my day. Thanks bitch, i love you ♥

And to you baby, I'll give you the space you need, well, i think your getting a little suffocated with everything that has happen to you lately. Remember be strong. Those luxurious dreams of yours are meant to be lived. So what are you waiting for, who knows GOD has better plans for you? :) " Ingat, enjoy to enjoy, but know your limits. Don't let history repeats" By the time you read this, I'm already at home, being a 'Good' daugther i could have possibly be. Haha^^, I love you♥

Please don't forget to bring your smile with you whenever you go:D

Everything happens for a reason ♥

2010-09-15T17:28:00.003+08:00

♥THE CONFESSION♥

Firstly, Its the ninth months love, but sadly, you've been giving me those cold shoulder of yours since evening. Not even a smile. Alright, i know, i should reflect this to myself. But cum'mon, you know i didn't do it out of purpose. Whatever it is, i hope its gonna end 'SOON'. I really didn't mean it. SWEAR !

Cut to the chase, here's today report. I know, it should be written a long time ago but I've decided to expressed it today. Alright, here goes nothing, I don't know if my words come out right but along the way I'm typing, I've realized that ;

~My hands are cold & sweating

~I kept staring at the screen more than typing, which is, my mind has so many things to share but my fingers just ain't typing like it should.

~It took me 2 hours to think for words which are suitable for this report and let me leave this laptop hanging until it switch to sleep by itself.

~And now, I'm starting to think that, I'm saying I ♥ you in a whole different way, cos' i don't have any idea where my fingers are leading me on this keyboard.

Like I've said, we always deceive ourselves twice with the people we love most. Firstly, to their advantages, secondly, to their disadvantages. It seems most people admit that love is a wonderful feeling/thing and necessary but yet, no one agree to what it is. Please honey, stop pushing me away 'again' cos' i guess i just hate it that way. Well, you should know better that each day, there's no escaping from heart ache, if there were to be one.

Apparently, i think you deserve a pad in the back along with a BIG thank you, cos' you've been there from the start and had been tolerating with this attitude. And thanks to you, I've learn one important thing in life which is never to give up. After invading through your life's journey, I've understand that we have to keep standing even it meant that we have to go through it alone. I know you're content by the past that you regret. But who cares, live your life like you have always dream. I know theres NO guarantee but now you have me, your family, your friends not forgetting GOD, always with you. Isn't that enough?

Hmm, boy do you remember the very first time you smiled at me? That secret smile of yours, seriously made my heart beats like crazyy. So don't ever stop smiling cos' you wouldn't know who would fall for those cunning smile :) I do, and so do others. Ok, lets wrap this post with a nice chocolate bar. Baby, I'm waiting for you to speak to me cos' that's the only thing that will break this silence between you and me. Cum'mon its not that hard. And ohh, I ♥ you.

♥ K.Chiqanaz

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri My friends ♥

2010-09-15T15:13:00.007+08:00

Update ! Update ! Update !

Hari raya this year seems so RAINBOWless .I think i know the reason why , cos i skip too many days of fasting. Hahaha^^, Right now , i feel FULL , just finish eating . Yay ! Love's court is postpone till o4 October 2010 , but that day is confirmed + confuse, he'll be sentence. How i wish it wouldn't be a long vacation. Amin ♥Sorry strawberry, if its been 'centuries' since i last update this blog. Don't worry,I'll keep the pictures rolling if the up-loader doesn't go wrong.

♥ K.Chiqanaz

AISHITERU♥

2010-09-14T19:54:00.002+08:00

Blogger sucks BIG-time

I can't upload any pictures . Alersmak !

Arghh ! But anyway , Selamat Hari Raya Aidilifitri my friends .

Oke Chalow Beteh ♥

Orang daa sayang mah, Ape boleh buat♥

2010-07-04T22:36:00.005+08:00

Trust is the base of evrything

Without trust there is nothing. Indeed. Guys follow your heart,but be quiet for awhile first. Ask questions, then feel the answer. Learn to trust your heart. Believe me cause i once distrust my ex and in the end i regret. Sungguh. i menyesal. Well, here's a convo between me and baby:

Alif: By, nak buat bende yg couple laen tak penah buat?

Shikin: Ape by?

Alif: Setiap kali, i dpt tau u maen blkng i. U kene denda $1000/-. CASH!!

Shikin: What???!! *Muke torkojot monkey.

Alif: Yes, by, i wanna try something diff. Tapie, kalau u byar i tak tinggalkan u. kalau tak bayar i tinggalkan u. Amcm ? *Sardine dlm tin face.

Shikin: Kimaaakk, serious pe by?? *torkojot ayah monkey.

Alif: Yerh sayang* ear to ear grin

Shikin: Oke, its a DEAL :D Hahahaha.

Alif: I SERIOUS TAUU, u takmu maen-maen ehh.

Shikin: Okeeee golek terbalek :DD

Oke this convo really sucks. But what to do, a deal is a deal. Haha. By, kite tenok sape kalah nnty, conferm kau punye by :D Hurhur^^
Yang bestnyee psl niari, Kym paitao keje. Hahaha. Bastard kan :DD
Udah laa, kym nahh go sleep ferst esok nahh teman itu lahabao pegy keje amek gaji dehh :DD

Im a JERK & im proud of it, Are you?

2010-06-29T13:58:00.005+08:00

Lucky to have you boy♥

Breakfast. A nice thing to start a day with. Mama bought for me hotcakes. Precisely, its in my dream, and woke up realizing, my dream come true. Oke diam. Budak tuu daa berbunyik lagyyy laa pat formsring. Huhu^^ but who cares. Im not gonna FVCKING entertain her. Lately, i spend most of my time with him. And i just learned that i gonna FVCKING miss him more even his near me. WHY? Kate orang daa mabok cinta. And i guess, its too early to confess everything. Let time decides. Tommorow, nahh teman fiefie go checkup, thirah daa maken besar tuu :D Kuat tendang, daa besar i think jady pemain bola. Haha^^

Cut to the chase, come to think that what i say is somehow untrue, sweetheart spot that. Right now, i believe i dont FVCKING regret a single excess of my responsive youth be it, with my family, friends, or BOYfriend, believe me, they are not the one who's pulling you down,but yourself instead. You didn't realised and kept pointing fingers and pushing blames to them silently. So now, i regret, in my chilled age, certain occasions and possibilities, i didn't embrace it. Let wrap things up and have a nice bath. ♥

♥ Kymmie Chiqanaz

I Love my girls ♥

2010-06-24T12:09:00.010+08:00

Yummmy, delicious laa ibu, manis seperti org yang memasaknyee:DD

I suke sangat-sangat. Sodaap tauu, sian aynn daa lame ngidam, skarng aru dapt mam ehh. Huhu^^ , Lepas tuu sume daa start gatl-gatal. Hahaha. Tapie, sape kesah, sodaap pee, mam aje laa :D Itu anak cine cute banget. Mcm nahh kidnapeed pulak. Aku ase tertukar nan anak cina ahh pat hospital :D No offence, tapie cute banget cam nahh potong2 die nyee pipi. Amek gambar die pat hp kym, then tunjuk die, and she goes " itu aku" Huhu^^, pandai oii niee anak. Kekek siaa fie ^^

Daalaa, kym nahh kemas umaa then mandy,by, pape halo-halo i oke :))
♥Kymmie Chiqanaz

Without trust there is nothing♥

2010-06-23T21:24:00.004+08:00

Sumpah aku GUMBIRA ♥♥ Kan fiefie?

Baby's out. Im happy. Baby's happy. We both hugged.Andd poooooffff, miracle happen. Thats what i like about love. Weeeee, today's his first day of work. Feeeeweet, he said that kelly rowland*did i spell correctly, oh who cares , and slyvia was there. huhu^^ Confirm best kan.:D Happy for you sweetheart.Trust yourself oke dear, you know more than you think you do. If you spend your time with regrets over yesterday flashing back with what your friend did to you, and worries over what might happen tomorrow, i think you will have no today in which to live. I know it ain't easy for you to delete these thoughts of your mind. But be strong. Woohooo, i slalu di belakang, di kiri, di kanan dan di depan you sentiase sokong you. Huhu^^ ILY♥

Im Afraid Dear.

2010-06-19T15:44:00.007+08:00

You're out, i guess ♥

Zai: Kym, ni zai.Kau ktne? Kau nahh jumpe seseorg tk?

Kym: Sape?

Zai: Nak tk..Kau janji tkmo bilng sesiape?Kau meet aku lusa k..

Kym: Sape? Sape nahh kua nan kau. haha. Aku malas ahh nahh kua umaa. Kesian bpk aku saket, sape nahh jage?? Hmm :(

Zai: Sekejap je kym..kalau kau anggap aku abg,kau tlg aku..sebb org ni nk jumpe kau..tapi jgn bilng org k..

Kym: Patne? Aku seriously malas laa nahh jumpe org.

Zai: ikot laa,kte g east.

Kym: Alaaaaaaaa ;(

Payao gee nahh jumpe at east side, aku daa laa tinggal west side, haha, kym step jee papa saket, padahal papa at batam nan mama. Honey moon, hahaha :DD
I maken tkt laa nahh jumpe you, Oke, i know i should be happy bie, but idk why
im feeling uneasy, i seriously dont knoe how to react when i see you standing infront of me, if it were to happened. Whatever it is, i'll try too, somehow :'(

Congratulation Baby♥

2010-06-12T12:56:00.003+08:00

Congrats Zyraa & Apek, tuptaptuptap daa dikurniakan satu cahaya mate~Weeeeeweets :DD

Sorry babe, aku seriously tahh dpt kau nyee text,kau text num mane satu. Hmm. Bukan sengaje nanak jenguk kamu dehh, Heee^^ Oke janji, cnfrm ku jenguk kauu nan kidnap bby kau, tuu mission aku :DD

Btw, naryy thay ask whether nahh go ecp tahh swimming bawak budak2 skalyy, i say whyy not. I ♥ my boyfirends/girlfriends. I just really ♥ them. Daa mcm family ehh? Kite daa rilek habes, underage party, no more i guess, i meant not tt often ahh. haha. Semalam kym nan fiefie tahh gyy, telinge berlendir siaa dgr rmai nahh sesangat org pegyy. haha:DD

Ehh zyraa, daa boleh goo club ahh nie?? haha, tunggu lepas hari jee ehh
joking baby:DD Wooooo, best nyee, ramai kawan aku daa jadyy mak, soo aku daa jadyy nenek ke? haaha. Oke crap, diam -__-' Aku nahh mandyy skg, bye :DD

♥Kymmie Chiqanaz

Random♥

2010-06-10T18:42:00.003+08:00

Call it a clan, call it a network, call it a tribe, call it a family,
Whatever you call it, whoever you are, you need one as well.

Incomplete, i know. Two of my sis is not in this picture plus both my parents as well. Kak come out quick, adek really sorry kalau adek banyak menyusahkan kakak pat dalam. I'll wait oke, 2011, next year aje. Being a RESPONSIBLE young adults, serious shit very hard.

Cut to the chase, have you ever heard a heart-to-heart father & daugther talk? Here's one :)

Adek; pa, nahh kua go hosp antar yan? duittttt* Slumber face.

Papa; Amek beg duit baba.*pointing to his Work bag. Pause for few secs and ask again.

Papa; Adek, ba nahh ckp bende boleh?

Adek; Yes, cakap laa * A ear to ear grin :)

Papa; Adek cube pikir kalau ba mati nanty sape nahh jage adek? ba sayang adek tauu. Cube adek mengalah aje walau mcm mane pon adek ttp adek kan. Adat melayu? adek lupe ke?

Adek; Tamu ckp cam gtu laa ba, tahh suke laa, abeh die daa melampau takkan diam jee kan, ekot kan aty meje tu mmg daa melayang pat muke die.

Papa; senang cakap la, adek sayang ba nan mak?

Adek; Sayang sangat-sangat,anak mane tahh sayang. Kenape?

Papa; Kalau org marah adek, adek boleh diam mcm teddybear tahh? Buat bodoh jee. Allah mesti balas perbuatan die. Ba tahh suke adek nangis lagy, pakkal mak pat batam. Boleh?

Adek; *Wide Smile, OKEEEE GOOO, nahh pelok? hahaha:)

For the first time, bapak ku pelok akuu. ~Weeeee, sayang kau bah. Nangis gee ;DD

When I hear somebody sigh, "Life is hard," I am always tempted to ask, "Compared to what

2010-06-10T18:20:00.004+08:00

I am angry nearly every day of my life, but I have learned not to show it, and I still try to hope not to feel it, though it may take me another forty years to do it.

Please, i hate today, can i have my tomorrow, Stop it for today please. My head really hurts thinking of this everyday. Fvcking shagged + fvcking pissed = FVCKING INTOXICATION WITH ANGER, Tsk_____________________ ??

Sorry papa, if we ever hurt your feelings, but i just couldn't control my anger after what she had done to me. I know your sad right now. But what can i do to mend your feelings? I swear i'll do anything soo long your happy. Basically, mama you've been missed. I badly need you right now. And i just can't imagine if you and papa are not around, our sibilngs will go hey wire i think. God just help me please ;'( Life is meaningless if you carry on your life bringing, just only your anger.

Too obssessed leads to a disappointment* Cries*

2010-06-04T19:45:00.003+08:00

You bullys always hurt the people who hurts the least, Sheesh.

Well, firstly a good evening to you guys. Feeling= MIXED *&%$#@! , actually, i get two tickets for anugerah skrin results today from sis & i thought of going with fiefie. But plan corrupted cause you know, i know, public dont know girl. haha;) Time check, 0752PM, still haven't got my lunch -_-"

Im right beside this bonchet girl, and it irrits me, hearing" I wanna be a billionaire soo freaking bad", i dont know. It rings every mins and i can't concentrate typing a proper post. Wooooots~~ HAHAHA;)

To you lovely boy; Now, im soo sure that your face is running thru my head & i can't even execute that smell that lingers thru the air when im near you. It happens that we work at the same station, even with a bit of bickering going thru at that point of moment but we still had a nice time there. Oh mind, i can't even think straight right now, Hurhur^^ , evrything i do, doesn't seems right. Haha. Andd ohh, i almost forget, i caught myself smiling the whole time today and at every seconds i think of you. Haha. What a freak, jeezer:))))

Love you guys ,
Kymmie ♥

Happy Birthday Sweethearts♥

2010-06-04T19:35:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday sweethearts, oke, i can't get papa's solo photo, but atleast i can get his picture with mama together. Look at papa kym munching his food. Like father like daugther kan?! Gelojoh, patot laa, peroot kite "GEBELOOOP" Hahaha, ohh yess, itu kembar nyee birthday actually falls on 1st june, maybe a little too late but who cares, janji dorang sihat walfiat & papa nyee on the 6th. I dont know what to give him but i know with our presence and love means a world to them. I ♥ you guys. Muwaaarrrkks:-*

Cravings ♥♥

2010-05-31T22:11:00.003+08:00

Sodaaaaaaapppp Kannnnn^^

Ehh, Kym nahh brownies laa. Hmm, from tt tyme seii. Brownies, durian, pizza semua bende yang menGEMOKkan laa. Yesyes, indeed, kym nahh kurus but at the same time kym nahh MAKAN... Hmm, how ehh, Lily seii. Let it be, biar kite gemok aslkan bahagie. Hahaha;)

Oke lorhh, Kym tahh tauu nahhh post ape lagy, Oke Bye:)

Impromptu Saturday

2010-05-24T19:34:00.011+08:00

Blogger Sucks, I can't update pics like usual anymore. Well, when out with them supposingly meeting others. But too lazy, then went out on our own. Unprepared as you can see. Sooo unprepared. Nahh Ayyn kaypooh. Nahh gambar sangat kan, sorry, kalau kau nahh gmbar kau yang laen, tolong amek pat FB, oke?
And basically, kym maken takot when the date to his discharged drew nearer, bukan suke tapie takot, Haha, Weird, i know-______-"

Oke chaloh beteh, Kym nahh mandyy dulu;)
Salam manis. Jempoot mandy♥

Now your not my past anymore, but my future♥

2010-05-22T13:10:00.006+08:00

Why is it when your looking for that someone, you find no one, but once you found it, alot more choices start showing up? But, if you were to leave that first love, then, they all start drifting away slowly. Is that love's way of testing your true feeling or to? I worked soo damn hard for that first kiss. And a ♥ don't just forget something like that. Like an old photograph. Time can make a feeling fade. But the memory of a first love, never ever fades away. And i can assure you, even how happy you were to be, some of that past will haunt you in the present. Maybe its impossible to turn the tables around now. I totally regret and tryna mend my life but no idea where to start. I've got everything i need except a man. And i'm not one of those women who thinks a man is the answer to everything, BUT... Im simply tired to be alone now. Aww, it feels shitty to be this emotional. Whatever i say above, please use it in life friends, jangan daa buat abeh menyesal, No use. Hmm, I need a break, work is pressurizing me and all i need now is friends.

Till then, Kym nahh mandy duluu;)
Salam Manis Keng-Kawan.

I can't believe it, 30 more days and your out;(

2010-05-22T12:51:00.003+08:00

ABSENCE IS THE ENEMY OF ♥ .

This is beyond what i expect, whatever it is you'll always be mine. No doubt, im doing my best here to stay this faithful to you, but if let say, when you're discharged and you ask what your supposed not to ask, then thats the end :'(

Even im your ex, there's no reaon for you to be soooo Arrogant -___-"

2010-05-17T20:59:00.003+08:00

Ehh, Nahh go sentosa this 11th june? Hmm, Surge II ehh?
Well, If like that fie cannot tagg along laa, hmm. takkan laa mak buyung tuu nahh ikot kan nan peroot die gituu. Hmm. Btw, to her reader, yes, she isn't updating her blog, but fyi, die nyee bby due on August 11, due hari jee atroy nyee birthday, Cute laa tuu, anak branak;)So siape2, nahh turun tenok, tolong text her;)
And, ANd, tady gy interview, Minta2 dapat keje, Ape nahh buat, kalau tahh keje, Md Alif mesti kecewa. Pfft -________-"

Oke laa, Nahh tenok cite cinta fitri season5,
Salam Masin Semua;)

All i wish is you being on my side, love♥

2010-05-17T20:18:00.004+08:00

"When I was six years old I met him in the playground and he came up to me with a daisy, just the one, and knelt on both knees and asked me to marry him. So I pushed him over then ran away. Two days later he came over and asked if he could play cops and robbers with me and from that day on we played everyday.

At 11 on my first day of Secondary school I was so nervous but at lunch time he came to find me, and we sat down and ate lunch together. We did this everyday for an entire year. You were the first person I told about everything, about my crushes, about my lessons and about all the people I hated, and when I was 13 and thought I was the only one who had never been kissed, you offered to show me how, and by the tree in your backgarden we shared our first kiss.

At 15 we went to our first proper house party, and I got drunk. Even though I made a fool of myself you were there to help me stand strong. You didnt judge and you didnt make fun.

Over the next year we began to seperate, made different friends. I got my first serious boyfriend and you went through quite a few girlfriends. And then it got to May and that meant the prom. Everything had been arranged, I'd been getting my outfit for months and then the day before I found out my boyfriend had cheated on me. The first person I turned to was you. You turned up at my door with a bouquet of roses and a vintage 1950's car.

I laughed that night
I cried that night

We had three glorious yars together, when everyday I would smile. Even on the last when your mother stood up, in the church infornt of your coffin and began reading from your diary:

"I saw you when I was six stood by the bench in a blue checked dress and daisy shoes and I needed to give an other daisy just because.... Becuase i loved you from that day on"

His wedding vows written the day after prom, that I will never get to hear."

Make Over For Dattrio♥

2010-05-12T20:13:00.003+08:00

Kenaal Tahh Tu Sapee? Hahaha, Once again, kym tade keje pat umaa fie. Suddenly Seii, Kym tanye die. " Dat Kau boring tahh? " Haha. Stupid qns to open a convo kan. Haaa. Boring Laa keng-kawan. Tadie Wan sky ehh nan pmpn die ajak trn aku malas laaa koraangg, Sorry oke? fiefie pon same. Sorry oke, kym nahh tenok cite avatar ahh. Cute sangat ahh kepale botak tuu.
By the way, kym tau yng pasal afezagyness tuu daa hot kan?
Let me share whats in my mind. If true tt guy is in fault, whyy must the girl let her dignity be stepped unhonourably like tt, confirm gee, she has her fault as well. Hey, im speaking of justice right now. Its saddening though to see pple keep blaming tt guy judging what you saw most in tt fvcking vid. Sumpahh org yang upload tu, is even more bitch herself. Hmm, tu kym luahkan jee.. Life isn't unfair actually, its all up to yourself on how you want to live it. And to Zyraa, Good luck Oke, Hmm. Tahh sabar nahh tenok your baby, Mesti cute kan? I'll be the first to bite you knoe?! Haaa:DD

Oke laa, kym nahh tenok avatar japp, Salam Manis semua.

Updates;)

2010-05-12T14:25:00.011+08:00

Dudok Pandang Tembok Lame Sangat Sampai Otak Mereng Pee Mat

2010-05-05T17:47:00.011+08:00

Pissed, Soo pissed with a guy name El, Whats with him. Can't you just accept the fact that we both are totally in ♥ with each other. And ohh yes, Preetty pleasse, Im beggin for that information sprout by you to be untrue yet , this unwanted burden your giving me doesn't pull my Pride & Dignity down. Umur Stengah Jagong Ehh. Well, Take a perfect reflection to yourself Old man.Or maybe this is One's intention to make us end up with regretness. Suck this to your head with a vacumn, Im not gonna fall for sucha lame yet simple treatment like those you present in future. And Fvcking please don't judge me by other description cause i knoe my flaws better than You.

This Is What I Do When Boredom Strikes

2010-05-05T17:43:00.003+08:00

Kesian Budakk Niee. Sorry Kawan2. Kym Boringg Nyee Psaaal:DD

KymBuntat.

2010-04-30T16:40:00.003+08:00

Ehh keng-kawan, kym craving for brownies laa. Mcm org mengandung plak ehh.. Haaaa. Chiss, mulut selisih. Ermm, kym nahh goo umaa fie tauu, nahh cium2 peroot diee, Cute kan , name Nur Athirah Maisarah. Kym yang teka name tuu, after sitting in a circle thinking what name is perfect for that little gorgeous, Finally, dapat jugak name yang sesuai. Well, Kite tahh pilih sembarang, kite pilih ade makne nyee, so bile daa besar budak tuu tahh berat nahh angkat name;)
Dalaa Kym, nahh tenok cite Niyang Rapik Duluuu..~weeeee(^^.)

Webcam Picas♥♥

2010-04-30T16:31:00.003+08:00

So long sis, hope you'll be just fine in there. I wish you the best, Alhamdulilah , kym tahh kene apape. Maybe what mama says is true, kebenaran selalu ade, Jika kym tahh salah, yang Maha Esa selalu mendukungi kym. Oh well, whatever it is , i'm just glad that i'm safe and secure;)

♥Update. Update. Update♥

2010-04-22T14:41:00.007+08:00

Manusia, Kym Niari nahh ucapkan ZyraaBelly Happy Birthday, Moge panjang umur murah rezeki. Ingt tt Bbyy is your future now. Well,Don't let anything destroy your future. Tamu gado2 nan Apek Lagy Oke, tahh penat ke gado nan die?! Beep me, if u need anything, Be it gado ke, nahh branak kee. Oke ? I ♥ You;)

Btw, Kym Rindu sangat nan Fiefie, Yesss, Die Simpan, Suke nahh kym when i heard the news. Kym the first one nahh pegang, Oke fiefie, Sayang kau Bodohh.
*Wildest Grin.

Ehh chiqano kate, die rindu die nyee chiqanaz ahh. Kite pon same dilua, Cepat2 keluar laa, boleh celebrate BURSTDAY kite. I slalu doakan u tau, moge u tahh caryk gare2 pat dalam and dokdok diam2 macam teddybear, So boleh cepat2 keluar.=DD

Ehh, its been awhile since i last party right? Haha, ni random qns tt sunddenly popped up into my Little brain. Tunggu Kym lepas umur ahh aru boleh njoooyy. Fie nan Acun daa, bile kym nyee turn ehh?? Hmmmpf -.-" . Zyraa, lepas kan hari dulu dohh, aru bole oke baby??!! Hahahaha(^^.)

Dalaaa, kym nahh Shower dulu, lepas tuu nahh Goo Umaa kakak.
Salam Manis semua.

Get Your Lips Attached To Those You ♥

2010-04-10T04:39:00.003+08:00

WHERE's MY KISS, BABY?

Everything happens with a REASON♥

2010-04-08T16:42:00.004+08:00

Crazy right? to love someone who hurt you. But its even crazier to think that someone who hurts you is in love with you.Cummon, i just wanna be the girl that you talks about to your friend, the only girl you can't lived without and makes your ♥ beat like a drumroll. Can i have those different things that will make you adore me, like you used to adore all those girls? I MISS MY MAN. Two months more, as if waiting for my "degree" result, ♥ beating like HELL. Sorry friends, im sucha freak, running away fast from the reality that im not making any effort to bring myself up. I can't wait for that moment you wrote saying that,"dont' be suprised when someone hug you from the back and whisper those 'I MISS YOU' words from the back."
Till Then readers.....

KyManje

2010-04-04T03:29:00.005+08:00

SHAGGED

Today, Went to workplace with sis & manje. Puki Anjing nyee anak manager tuu. Asal gelarkan diri MANUSIA kalau perangai daa serupa ANJING KURAP, lagi mulia anjing tuu. Ehh, First time ever in my life dapat manager anjing cam nie. Kym soo pissed gile tau. Need not ask why. Haiyooo. Well, nahh buat ape ini sume daa ditentukan oleh ilahi plus, why even bother and making your head more stressful if u can just ignore and SMILE, perkara kecik jee dohh. *evilsmile. Go thomson take mc for manje for work , takot dorang letak manje name under AWOL siol. Afterwhich, ini Jantan kelepeh(Picture below), biken taik sama kakak kym. Org tengah stress mau brani die kacau. Kecoh siaa today. But nehmind, kite lupakan saje yer kawan. Oke, kym nahh chill my mind dulu yerr. Tmrw nahh go karaoke laa. Nahh PEKIK sekuat-kuatnyee pat microfon. Hee. Dalaa boleh botakk kepala piker bnyk2:)

BEWARE INI JANTAN PUKIMAK, KAU NAHH TENOK KYM NYEE SIALKAN.

Kite sleep first oke, penat laa sesangat.
Rindu sama FiefieCheeka♥
Mimpi manis, jumpe dalam mimpi,jgn
lupe berjambak tangan yaa. Ilysm♥

ICING FUN♥

2010-03-30T16:30:00.003+08:00

Hello Earthlings, This is what i do for my two days off work. Botak kepala kalau work teros. Well, 20 April nie at 0115pm, i have to report to jrg hq, they arranged 20 people for prison visit. Walau, mangkok siaa. Tahh penah seii kym prison visit. Mintak laa jaja atau mus kene jugak laa. If not kym taddee friend seii.

Oke laa, Kym nahh go swimming jaapp. Later kym upload gambar yang ketinggalan oke darls? Selamat Petang saayaang♥♥

My Daily Ecstacy

2010-03-24T00:14:00.007+08:00

Missing my ladies and hunks soo much. I'm so sorry for not spending efficient times with you babies. Well, No more funny games. I need cash fernow. Wake up you guys, we're old enough to think our limits in life. Maybe, my intention right now is working, in order to kill time afterall, im waiting for him. I don't know for you guys?! But whats important right now is, im missing you guys truckloads. I wished i could pick a brick and on that brick has a writing "I MISS YOU", well you know, i'll throw it to your head. Probably from there you know how much it hurts to miss someone you love. Craps:)I know. Kymmie chiqanaz rindu banget sama Lamzi chiqano♥♥♥

Oke, kym wants her beauty sleep. Sugary nights Baby&hearts

WorkWorkWork

2010-03-20T12:09:00.004+08:00

Hello Manusia Ter-sayang. Sorry sangat-sangat if my blog is dead.Gambar ni kym nampak GEMOK seii. haha. This few weeks, kym busy working. Hari ni off soo ade time nahh update oke. Thought of meeting Manje today. So yeah, she's my besties at werk. On tuesday ade company outing, will upload the pics soon. Btw ZYRA SAAYAANG Tell me when you deliver okaay, Kym nahh datang boleh kite bitch around laa kan. Jangan lupe tau. Well currently missing every humans yang kym dahh lame tahh jumpe. Btw, next week gaji. Nk beli ape ehh ? Haha. Nak tau ape tahh, kym tk suke tau Di-prank dlm hp. Benci sangat-sangat. Korang tade kerje kee. Daa besar pon maen game seposen camm ni. Cummon on laa, krg daa besar tahh perlu Di-advise lagy, sendiri mau ingat your own limits, oke darls?

Tomorrow genap three months you left me. Fyi, Im keeping track of it. So keluar cepat-cepat okaay dear. Rindu sesangat♥

Aelfie Adriyan's Little Girl Bitch♥

2010-03-06T14:10:00.005+08:00

Holla Humans, Kym daa dapat work and yesterday kym daa start. Best laa kan =.=' Kaki gerek tauu sume crew and guess what i'm the smallest siaa. Sume daa 20 plus, kym jee ketinggalan zaman 18 pulak . Masih ade TEEN pat blakang. But nehmind, so loong as they are friendly, im oke with it. Semalam taah dapat jumpe fiefie sume. Rindu siaa. Haha. Kym come back home jee mama taaade , tanye papa, die cakap mama go mlysia. Haish, i wish kym taah kene card hijau ni siaa, kan daa merana sendiri, kan fieife ?!, Sape2 tau ape bende tuhh, diam2 oke. Currently skrg, kym boredd. Nk go out laa korang !! Hmmppf! Fie mcm mane ni, i wish i could really help you in this situation but sorry kym taah mampu siaa. Sometimes, kym rase "Sooo Bad" as your besties kalau taah daapat tolong when you really need me.

Nehmind, Will think something out of it. Cut to the chase, Chilli crab memanggil siaaaa, kym goo mamam then watch Santau with mama. Daa lame due beranak ni taah dokdok same2, ape salahnyee kan. So i'll end my post here okaay darling:)Muuuaaahh♥♥

Random♥

2010-03-03T15:38:00.005+08:00

Im feeling shitty nowadays, cause damn, i need someone to atleast here me out right now. Someone, entertain me will you. Well, i think im not blessed with GOODest luck this month. Guess what, i misplaced my handphone in the toilet. Aww, im soo Fark-Up. Baby, come out quick. Messy life after your disapperance*saaaddd:(

UPDATES

2010-02-26T22:29:00.009+08:00

A moment with Them♥

BabySitting Time♥

Sheeesaa-ING with Loves♥

Chinese New Year♥

PICTURE TELLS EVERYTHING♥
Updates, Yes i have to admit my blog is getting rusty. Need not speak more,
Like i say picture explains evrything. So this are the pictures that are taken after last updates darla. And by the way,bby sent me a letter.Damn shocked i know. He's soo sweet in the letter.Oh well, just have to wait till june when he discharged. Can't wait to see him♥

Lamzi Chiqano

2010-02-17T21:47:00.007+08:00

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Insomnia anyone

2010-02-11T04:50:00.005+08:00

Mawning Darlings , Insomnia again ?Oh mind ,i can't get my eyes to shut .TIME CHECK:0454 . Bet my friends are snoring loudly at home . I miss chiqano , his smile , his hugs and mostly his advice . How wonderful if i was the Farking judge ,
i would say this " Muhammad Alif , you need not serve your sentence" . Well , no more kiss me thru the phone , its kiss me thru the WALLS(prison) . haha=.="
Im so Intoxicated by your love . Hai , minah pedih2 laa kym nie . haha . However it is , in life , i have to meet it and live it , i can't shun it and call hard names because situation won't change . The judge had spoken and he have to live with it , sincerely. Until then , fate decides .

To my greatest bitch , FiefieCheeka . Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life? You have to relax your mind and think clearly on what to do next , you know what i mean . I don't want your future to be destroyed by this problem . It needs to be solved asap . Right now , Im just gonna be your pillar of support . Whatever happens , Stay Strong and I LOVE YOU babe:)

Suffer Now Then You Suffer Later .

2010-02-05T00:42:00.013+08:00

Hello darlings , im back . But this time , im having a hard time .

Probably normal days , let me be aware on how treasured you are to me . I've learn from you how to love you , bless you before you depart . I had the chance to hold you while I may , for it may not always be so and unfortunately 1 day i shall dig my nails into the earth, or bury my face in the pillow , or stretch myself taut, or raise my hands to the sky and want , more than all the world for your return . Maybe , you can say , it is worth waiting ? Are there any chances , I'm risking my time and feelings just for him and well at the end , i might just live in Total darkness or get hurt .

Seems like I'm going through a period of nostalgia , and everyone seems to think yesterday was better than today . I don't think it was , and I would advise you not to wait ten years before admitting today was great . If you're hung up on nostalgia , pretend today is yesterday and just go out and have one hell of a time . That's what wise men says . So basically , now I'm letting fate decide what happens next ....

Six months will doo , dear ? Being faithful is harder than being ask to kill a donkey *sulk -.-"

DOPE

2009-11-14T17:23:00.003+08:00

I miss this moment .

I miss this house .
I miss the boys .
And most importantly ,

I miss Her .

If god give me the chance to

simply choose One , just One Super power .

I would rather choose to owe

a power which could reverse time back .

My bitch , If you remember this Video ,

you should regconize the person who is

in that vid above .

Well , I know i can't

sit on my ass and think

things will happen for me ,

even more so now that i have to think .

My Bright future ahead .

Cut to the chase .

Yesterday , i went to watch this Action-pack movie .

Rating 10/10 .

2012 its a movie about what happen to earth

if there is a crust displacement .

Shuds , i shouldn't have say more .

Just let you guys watch it .

Lotsa Love , kiss and Saliva .

♥ Cinta Kymmie

TRUST

2009-11-03T21:01:00.005+08:00

SO , i bungled up ?
Lost a circle of trust from my own BEST FRIEND .
Well , contrary to what i maybe thinking right now ,
this is not the end of the line for me . Instead
with a little tact . It could very well be
an opportunity for me to show her
how mature and courageous i am
by acknowledging my mistakes .

Hmm . Finding myself back where i started
can be depressing , but it does have certain
advantages . yet it seems that i'm being pulled
along than i feel comfortable with ,
or even left behind . How does this happen ?
maybe its because the rules of the love game is
different now and i let myself be outmaneuvered
. But well this is still within my power to call a halt .
Or am i secretly enjoying it all ? Come on laa kym .
Pick yourself up and give it a go . Its not over yet .
I know that i cant carry on as i am before and that
something has to be done . And yet each time i
get to the brink , i pull back myself and nothing changes .
Well i need extra impetus from somewhere and a
new love this month might provide just that .
Taking me away from my old life in a best possible
way and in a totally new direction . All those all
dilemmas suddenly seems irrelevant .
And i hope you understand it fie .

CLUB SICK-.-"

2009-10-19T13:04:00.004+08:00

KYM loves going to such events .

But doesn't mean that kym's a Nootty girl .

SO , don't judge the book by its cover . Okkay?

I browse thru facebook . and saw this pic .

Its a Fun night for me .

Sayang , bby tk dpt ekot ? , kan fiefieTummy??

On the december ade event . ? nk join ?

haaa=)

Please eh pple . Its so unfair fer me .

I kept on hearing unacceptable comment(s)

on how i've changed .

Same things over and over again .

Whats wrong with you pple ?

Hate Clubbers = FUCK OFF .

Love Clubbers= Enjoy till you drop .

Wannabes=Jolly well ,

take lesson(s) from your donkey .

Lots of love , kiss and Mucus .

Kymmie♥

2009-10-14T11:02:00.003+08:00

BABIES , THE QUEEN IS BACK .

My life ? Same as the old days .
Like how i can't stand my mother who has such a
big mouth and i can't even tell her anything! or
my stupid sister who bosses me around?
and even the angel father who does nothing.
You said move on , where do i go ?

Cut to the chase , im off to find jobs .
Im tryna taking control of my drifted life back .
Only the closest to me knows , how im in dilema now .
Fiefie'Tummy & the rest . Help me will you ??

Stop of all the whinings . I've got to go .
Lots of love , kiss and saliva babies .
Muarks=*

2009-09-07T00:52:00.003+08:00

FCUK . FCUK . FCUK .

A hot topic on how mom's got hysterical with their sons .

haha . Im damn bored .

Please entertain me humans .

Basically , im rotting at home .

Guess what , today is aan's birthday .

Happy Birthday Beloo=)

"GOD BLESS YOU MY SON"

haha . Did i just say my son ?

To hell your my son . haha .

To everyone :

, lets make things clear ,

Im just a decent girl who

owns some bad HABITS .

So stop sprouting out nonsense to

those who ain't clear about who i am .

Your just JEALOUS for who i am

, right ?

2009-09-06T00:09:00.003+08:00

IGNORE THE GUY BEHIND ME
ALWAYS MESSY

   PEACE YAW
   IM MISSING HER ALREADY
   WANNA PIECE OF CHIPS MORE ?
   SWEET ESCAPE
   ALL DRESS UP FER THE DANCEFLOOR
   GREEN IS THE COLOUR
   F*** YOU BITCH

UPDATE ! UPDATE ! UPDATE !

Pictures taken since i last updated .

UP and DOWN in life .

Facing the fact that I'm missing alot

in life caused by some shitty Problems .

Tryna move on here ,

even my heart says NO ,

But i'm willing to give a SHOT .

Looks like somebody has FORGOTTEN

about the past .

Basically , i miss my past and now

tryna start afresh .

Sleepless nights = Insomnia .

Too much stress = Cannot cope wiv it .

Happy= Fakesmiles .

Thinking of you .

Sayang KYMmie ♥

2009-08-22T00:13:00.009+08:00

Only God knows , how i feel right now .

Dear PARADO, do u still remember this picture?On 200809 ?
Do u still remember those times we went through the roller coaster ride in our life together?
Well, i hope things willl get better on your side.

And just like this picture, the mistakes that ive done on this world is impossible to undo.
So does the mistakes in my life.

But theres only FIVE words that i can offer right from my heart.

I miss you SOO much.

2009-08-20T23:17:00.006+08:00

Remember This Gift Of Yours ?

Once upon a time , i was falling in love . But now im falling apart . Maybe one day I'll be able to tear away a part of me and let you go . The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention .

Cut to the chase . Today maybe a Disaster for me . But i ain't giving up that easily . It just begun and i want to end it with a SMILE . Here are some pieces of advice from a heart that's broken into pieces .

Its not even monday but im already feeling blue.
I feel shitty cos damn, i just want someone to at least hear me out or
at least somebody to talk to.

Just like what my friend use to say," Im like a zombie devoid of feelings."
Yeah. Thats what i really feel right now.
And only through this blog that i can actually express this shit out of me.
Its irritating when u need somebody but nobody is there.

Baby . I'm rotting . Please can u spare me a minute ?

2009-06-02T16:24:00.008+08:00

TIME CHECK : 0424 pm .

And i still have not taken my bath .
Disgusting seventeen year old lady . haa .

I hope this doesn't sound corny
to u but i fucking love to drink milk.
And i'm craving for one right now . haa .
Indeed pictures tell everything .
Traumatize with BLOOD??
Oh gawd , well , its true enough .
Baby sparring and accidentally get hurt .
And in the end , this is the result .
Blood splatter . Eww . Maybe ,
some of you should know the reason
of me being "traumatize with blood " .
Need not make this fucking
speech long for you guys to read .
Wrap things out with a COLD bath .
Sape nk mandi nan KYM??
hahaha .

Sayang manyak- manyak , KYMmie=)

2009-05-31T23:51:00.004+08:00

GADO LAGY KE?? HAISH=(

WAWAI , KYM , FIE , ACUN .

LIL ' cuzzy=)

FIFIE OWNS=)

KESIAN FIEFIE . BELOM "SEH" EH .

BRADER2 , KESAYANGAN=)

MUKE KU TK PERLU SIA=)

MY ONE IN A MILLION=)

ACUN ACHOK=)

MY FAKE MANNEQUIN=)

The only thing i can say right now is
SHITASS
Give me some sleeping pills man.
This is getting from bad to worse.
I've been sleeping at 3-5 am everyday .
This can't be . I'm totally shag .
Bet all my friends are snoring loudly now .
Sleepless nights are killing me man .
But anyway , i'm soo looking forward to eat those
scrumptious HAWTcake , i meant "HOT" . yeah .

A little rewind about today , when to didi's crib .
Have a great time with my ASSholes .
And who knows thats the reason of my sleepless nights .
Afterwhich , me and fie when home .
HAHAHAH .
Im a dead piece of meat man.
Lets wrap things up .

SAYANG MANYAK- MANYAK . kymMIe=)

2009-05-30T13:57:00.003+08:00

Baby , that will be the first and the last seeing you in that critical situation . Need not mention any further . Kym need to be strong and not give in . Patient ? Is all i need at this moment . Have you ever love someone more than ever ? Horrible isn't it ? It makes you so vulnerable . It opens your chest and indeed it opens your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up . That is what you guys are doing that makes me so weak to stand upright in life . I've build up these defenses , all these suit armors , so that nothing can hurt me , then one stupid person , no different from any other stupid person , wanders into your stupid life . I gave them a piece of me that they didn't ask for . They did something dumb one day like kiss you or smile at you and from that moment that life wasn't yours anymore . Love takes hostages . It gets inside you and ruins it with all those sweet and bitter memories . And you know what hurts the most , a simple phrase like "LETS JUST BE FRIENDS" can turns into a splinter working its way into your heart . It hurt , i know . I'm tired . Lets wrap things up and have a nice chill bath .

Sayang manyak-manyak , KYMmie=)

2009-05-24T23:47:00.004+08:00

"What is this life if full of care , i have no time to stand and stare . Unless you have been very, very lucky , you have undoubtedly experienced events in your life that have made you cry . So unless you have been very , very lucky , you know that a good , long session of weeping can often make you feel better , even if your circumstances have not changed one bit .
To be your friend was all I ever wanted , to be your lover was all I ever dreamed . i love him , but i cant have him . But sometimes I wish I were a little kid again , skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts . All i can say is that , I'm selfish , impatient and sometimes hard to handle
but if you can’t handle me at my worst . you sure
don't deserve me at my best , that is the reason I'm leaving you and giving my love to him . Forethought i knew my little heart shouts a big fat NO . But I'm willing to give it a shot .
Well certainly , You don’t know how many times people
ask me if we’re going out,
And how hard it is for me to look at
them and say “No, we’re just friends.” PATHETIC . i noe . haha=)
Lets wrap things up with a lullabye . Im off . Toodles=p

Sayang manyak-manyak , KYMmie=)

2009-05-21T01:30:00.004+08:00

Babies . LOOK !! what i've found . haha . That's currently my ex boify . Aww gosh , how i miss him . Iman , muke tk perlu seii . Beside him is his boyfriend , iskandaNG . haha . Gay partners . Sajak laa tu korang . haha . Well , life has to go on by hook or by crook . I'm not saying that i will let him of my heart that easily . But what i'm tryna say is that , im putting it to a way that i'm gonna live life like there is no yesterdays . thats it . period .

When to school . had a chat with section head . haha . debarment ? Nope , well , she is giving me one last chance to prove that i'm gonna change my attitude and always attend school . Alright . if that is what you want , than i'll give to you . And before i wrap things up here , summer , who the hell are you ? hmm . Not tryna be rude . But pls , pls , pls , tell me who you are .
I've got to go . See you in anoder post . ~toodles .

Sayang manyak-manyak , KYMmie=)

2009-05-21T01:15:00.004+08:00

1 ) Besides lips,where is your favourite spot to get kiss.?

, Eyes and nose , weird , i noe.

2) How do you feel when you wake up in this morning?

, GUM di mate , gue mau bobok alek! :D

3) Who was the last person you took photo with.?

, Fiefieperoot baby.

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled.?

,ABSOLUTELY$%##&@.

5. Would you ever donate blood.?

, YES , but my blood not clean uh.

6. Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex.?

, Yes, indeed , whale , i love him truckloads.

7. Do you want someone dead.?

, INDEED>.<

8. What does the last message say ?

, Fiefie : bwk laptop trun mac ?? :D

9. What are you thinking right now.?

, ACUN /Weekend/HAVING him back (:

10. Do you wish someone with you right now.?

, Absolutly! :(

11. What time you went to bed last night.?

, 2 plus.

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing now.?

, EDC.

13. Is someone in your mind.?

, Always.

14. Who was the last person who texted you.?

, Kymmie.

15. 0 people tagged to do this quiz .
Noone , cause i believe u guys are lazy to this survey . hahaa=P

16. Who is 2 having relationship with.?

, AN ANIMAL :D

17. Is 3 male or female.?

, Female. Unavailable.

18. If 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing.?

, No because both are girls.

19. What is 1 studying about.?

, Office Skills.

20. When was the last time you had a chat with 5.?

, 2/3 days ago.

21.Is 4 single.?

, I think.

22. Say something about 2.

, GARANG! Cute, lovely, sweet and always have a positive thinking.

23. What do you think about 3 & 6 being together.?

, My dear. I tagged all girls. Hah :D

24. Describe 9.

, Comel gitu kan dia :)

25. What will you do if 6 and 7 fight.?

, They don't even know each other.

26. Do you like 8.?

YEA BABY :D

2009-05-18T11:20:00.008+08:00

Miss this guy above . Well , im not sure , wads bothering my mind this days ? hmm . i just feel like giving up my life . And sorry addah if this picture bothers you , hope this doesn't lead to any serious misunderstanding .I just wanna post somthing my heart tells me to . And to other readers who simply hate what i'm doing now , just jolly well , keep it to ursep . WHY ? WHY I POST THIS ? Its because , i just wanna tell you how much i miss you and this beauty up here as well . She has been mistaking acun as you . haaa . Pathetic , I know . Remember this pic ? haha . Memories . Indeed . Memories are meant to be treasured not forgotten . Eventhough how much its hurts your heart . Im still not ready to face anything in life . So throw away all your concern towards me cause its useless . Im still as weak as a ugly duckling . Too bad . That you have to bare with the old NASTY kym . A spoilt brat who simply don' t know how to appreciate life .

REMEMBER THIS :

"JIKALAU KU DIBERI PELUANG YG KEDUA ,

TK INGIN KEMBALI BERSAMA MU SEMULA . "

I WAS SO TEMPTED TO SING YOU THIS ,

"BERIKANLAH KESEMPATAN UNTK AKU MENJELASKAN ,

AGAR ENGKAU KAN PAHAMI ,

APA YG TELAH TERJADI" .

Sayang manyak-manyak , KYMmie=)

2009-05-15T14:25:00.002+08:00

Just a random picture taken by fiefie . Oh mind , i miss her . haa . Heyy you babies out there . Don't misjudge him for my boify okaay ?? Currently at library . tryna find some peace , indeed . Yesterday , was such a pain in the heart . I dont know whats the reason . Maybe , chatting with him is a wrong move to make . Nanty kym dipanggil perempuan JAHANAM . Suke merampas laki orang . haa . Im just SPEECHLESS , on how the things change in life . I tot its hard fer him to accept the fact but apparently , he decided that its best fer us to move on . Well i can't say anything more . But to respect his decision . Yunni . you've been missed . hee . Tryna make this post short and sweet . So lets wrap things up and move on .

Sayang manyak-manyak , KYMmie=)

2009-05-12T21:14:00.003+08:00

TOO CLOSE FOR COMFORT .
Always there when needed .
Making me laugh when i'm sad .
Asking me to go to school w/o fail but i can't .
And whats in name ?That which we call a rose by
any other name would smell as sweet .
If you have someone , who truly understands you and accepts you despite your shortcomings , then you are the luckiest person in the world . I feel fortunate to have this "insertname" . Well maybe a piece of advice from him resembles a weather , some of it is good while others are bad . We all need someone with whom we can speak of our deepest concerns , and who do not fear to speak the truth in love to us . And to you earthlings out there . who just hate this guys above ,
Am I not destroying my enemies when I make friends of them?
Hatred ever kills , love never dies . Such is the vast difference between the two . What is obtained by love is retained for all time . What is obtained by hatred proves a burden in reality for it increases hatred .

Satu jalan kym tk rugi wai ~fiefieperrot=)

Sayang manyak - manyak , KYMmie>.<

2009-05-08T00:13:00.002+08:00

MY ASSHOLES .
MY LAUGHING GAS .
&
MY TISSUE PAPER

M Whenever i'm sad , they will be mine JOKERS . Whenever i cry , they will be my tissue paper . I do treasure them alot . And now , Im missing school and my besties in school . Lina , Zamir , Yaya , Yana , Aceh , Ayu , Mek and lastly meen . I just want to clear things out between us . Teros terang , Hidup kym tk tenteram selagi kite maseh gini . hmm . And now . Im left with my one and only childhood friend . Fiefie perrooot . Gawd . Well i can say . im missing quite a number of pple . You guys better takecare alrite ?? Missing out school . studies . families and friends is the most CRUCIAL thing in life .

IM WEAK=(

2009-05-06T01:17:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since i last updated this rusty blog . Firstly , i have to say that i have ruin my entire beautiful life with this ugly side mine . Seriously it worries me . What am i gonna be when i grow up ? In the other hand , i have so many wonderful people who concern about me and what i do is HECK CARE . I'm serious shit gonna be a goner when i'm old . To whoever who may concern , its the end of the fairytale and all i have to do is close the curtains and end it with a biggest applause . You've changed me to become a better person . And now , what i am w/o you in life . Stop it kym . Need not shed tears when you know its already over .
USELESS . POINTLESS . DISGRACEFUL .
A sign of regret ? Oh god . move on kym . Help me pple . Idk what to do .
Till than readers .

Loved Kymmie=(

2009-04-16T00:44:00.002+08:00

Heyy my babies . What a drag . Today was sucha AWFUL day fer me . lots of shit going around . Chill uh guys . Aru nak lepaskan rindu pat kawan , daa kene tengking . Nvm . Just ferget it . Too much stress and i cannot take it ? SOO , i went to sungai road , teman my fren jual hp . Plan nye plan nk capaikan 100+ , but in the end , manage to get only 45 . haha . wad the $^&$%&% .
haha .

Well , by the way , "KECOH PEE SIA TAGBOARD AKU" . Chill uh . Ni sume boleh bobal dgn care baek kan .
To passerby : Nape senyaaap ? haha . tkpe laa . i dont F****** mind you drop by and tag . That's soo sweet of you . haha=)
To seri : Heyy baybee , ku pon sserious shit rindu krg . kayy , aku nan taqim akan jage diri kite baek2 . kau pon same kayy??
To cak : haha . Thnks fer always kipping the tagboard alive . i doo appreciate it . Kadang2 org tk rety bahase nk letak name betol drg . SOO , let it be . haha(^^.)
To eqa : Which eqa are you?haha . nk cnfrm jee . erm , thnks fer being concern . But i think i noe hu the culprit is . haha . SHhhhhh . secret . =)
To others : Aku pon daa malas nk type pnjg . so kita buat tkde hal sudaa . org yg nk hate tag , dipersilakan . tapie sebelom tu , letak name kaayy?? haha*winks

kaay , my beddie is calling me to enter my dream land . so kym nk bobok . TKMO KACAO kayy?
KAY GOOO!!!haha=)

Sayang manyak-manyak KYMMIE>.<

2009-04-13T16:21:00.003+08:00

Hello babies ..Back fer another post ..We are officially over but still counting ahead ..I'll try to wait and see what happens next in our love story ..Probably a saddd ending or well should i say a happy one ..Indeed,my life sucks fer a time being ..To passerby ..Fer a moment ,im wandering who you are but i guess now..Its obvious ur behind it..Im just waiting fer u to admit it..Your just jealous rite fer wad i am now ..thnkz fer ur concern but jolly well tell me ur name b4 i shut ur head to a donkey's butthole ..haa ..kidding ..kym is not that badd to do that ..cummon laa ..If u do treat me as ur fren,just admit ur name to me ..You can tell me via sms ..haa ..To fiefie..endah kan saje perbualan sik passerby nie ..hehe ..Once again ..My friends are not in this alrite..im not tryna side both parties..haa..If thats the way i am ..let it be ..One sentence fer u guys out dere ..Daa jahat,jahat teros ..haha=))

Loved Kymmie(^^.)

2009-04-11T15:30:00.003+08:00

Hello babies..Well oh well..I enjoy my night but certainly,you dont..i enjoy my p**** and saddening,you dont..I enjoy my drink well of course,you dont..The night i njoy myself dancing till i drop..I can say my babygirls too..We dance in couple and certainly you will ask, who is mine??hmm..My one is Fie's fren..hmm..He's cheeky i guess.. Afterwhich,we proceed to fort canning and chill..I was HIGH in the moment i got in to the club and in addition,i was the first as well..I dont know what to do but to control myself..*LAME shitos...

pictures will be dowloaded soon..=))

To mek:Im sorry fer what i've done..Okaay..maybe,now is the time fer me to admit the fact over what i've done..You can put the blame on me frm the beginning of the r/s..Im soo fuck up with myself..sorry to the disappoint you..But i guess its over..Im soo F***ing fed up with myself right now..ANd mek,has i say,YOU CAN PUT THE BLAME ON ME,okaaaayy??And,as fer me..what im gonna do next..Im gonna out wiv my babygirls and babyboys..im gonna take my p****=(

Loved Kymmie=)

2009-04-08T02:53:00.005+08:00

hello babies...whats up wth me??i cant slip..the time nw shows its o314..hmm..well..im currently at meen's crib,she's asleep and nw i have no one to entertain me..argh!!*sadd..Mek..erm..dont u noe..each second,each minute,each hour and each day,i've been missing u soo much..Its true enuf that i ask u to kip a distance frm me but it doesnt show that u have to stop contacting me..hmm..nvm..it defeats all purpose wen i say dat..

hmm..to kill time..i read this love story..and it seems inspirational but yet sadd..

(A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle)

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.

Guy: No this is fun.

Girl: No its not. Please, its to scary!

Guy: Then tell me you love me.

Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!

Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. (Girl hugs him)

Guy: Can u take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me.

In the paper the next day:

A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure.

Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke,

but he didn't want to let the girl know.

Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time,

then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though itmeant he would die.

SO NOW,,DO TRUE LOVE EXISTS??

2009-04-07T19:33:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR FIFIE PEROOOT!!

awwww..im sorrie fer not being dere fer u..

hmm..hope u njoy ur shopping with ayn kay baybee???

argh,KOREK..KOREK dpt duit...hahaha..

joking...Well,i can say,certains things u have accomplish in life but yet u still didnt realised it...You prove to us dat ur a strong gerl with things goin on..I told you upteen tymes not to cry infrnt of public..skali gua dickslap lu..eh..salaaa..haha..

to my babies:

APOLOGY fer my blog...haha..all ur links DISAPPEAR & i privatised my blog..Fergive me fer dat...haha..skg daa tk eh..so kindly leave ur links..and i will link u guys back..thank you..

loved KYMmie=)

2009-04-04T17:07:00.003+08:00

BACK!!been on small vacation wiv my dearest ladies above..

Apology fer my rotting and dusty blog..hmm..I MISS YOU MEK..

Here are some pictures uploaded..

Enjoy..=))

Loved Kymmie=))

2009-03-25T11:34:00.004+08:00

Dear All,

I'm starting to have this new interest of editing pictures....hahaha!pathetic seyy!yesterday i went to admiralty with kymmie to lepak down there with aceh, meen and their friends...hahaha! and guess what....their friends rock!hahaha!play some cards and hands game with them...hahaha! the best part is....there's a forfeit..hahaha!the first person is wan...hahahaha!he had to say this word that i never heard before....hahaha!which is choyyyyyy!hahaha!second person also wan he was asked to back comb his hair...hahaha!third was aceh....he was asked to kiss yus on the cheek...took him around 15 mins...then at last he didn't do it....awwww!wasted.....last was mok he also was wasked to kiss yus on the cheek...but he do it!rock on man!hahahah!there will be a next tyme with them...hahaha!

Till next update.....

Loved Taqim=)

2009-03-22T22:25:00.005+08:00

2009-03-21T14:22:00.003+08:00

Heyy babies..I have to admit,recently..I had soo much fun with my bbygerls and bbyboys..Its been awhile since i had this much fun..enjoying myself wiv my frens helps kip me streess FREE..haaa...Oh mind..Meen..Fie..When are going to swimming again??haa..hope it will be sooner or later..haa..Gtg guys..I nid to have a shower frst..Oh well..later im going out wiv dem again..haaa..toodles..

To taqim moi:

Hope your enjoying ursep at sentose okay...

Update me..Taqqaire..Mwarks=))

loved KYMmie=)

DEFINITELY,,being a SLUT fer the nite..

2009-03-21T00:23:00.012+08:00

Have fun all nite with my babes and dudes..Once again,they rawk my panties..yeaaa..Well,dat nite..you can praise me as u want taqim moi..because im glad to admit dat i have taken care of myself..indeed..pretty well..i guess..haa..i didnt drink or "SHAKE"=))yaya...And yea,at lasst got to meet my bby gerl abby rifqi...haa..didnt manage to talk to her dat much..but manage to spend quality time wiv her..haa..Basically,my tix was considered in the guest list n guess wad....no nid to Q UP..haha..told meen and lin to buy the tix wiv us but she made a mistake rejecting it and ended up q-ing with the rest..it took her 3o -45 mins jst to go in..oh my gawdd...outrageous..haa..so meen and lin pictures uploaded..come and grab baybee..haaa...=))

loved KYMmie*winks

2009-03-18T20:01:00.009+08:00

Dear All,

I'm soo pissed of kymmie! she attended skewl like once this week! what the hell she is thinking tomorrow is our CA1. I dunnoe wad had happen to her. she didn't eveb try to text me or contact me since yesterday night. i am soo worried about her and missing her rite now! are you okey shikin? pls send me a message or sumthing...i'm waiting....u didn't even update me today. not even A message tau! i dunnoe whether she will attend her CA1 tomorrow.

Dear Shikin,

SHIKIN PLEASE CONTACT ME A.S.A.P! i really miss you and i want to noe your whereabouts! and exactly wad had happen to you? i'm seriously clueless of why you are doing this.haish!i really dunnoe whether you are at home or wad.i'll just wait for your text then.

Loved Taqim =)

2009-03-14T22:50:00.010+08:00

Dear Readers,

Today it's like a unfortunate day for me and kymmie. It's our ANNIVERSARY! and yet we didn't have the chance to meet each other. Wad a day! *sigh* I stayed at home all day, doing nothing except eating and watching tv.haa..like a F***ing PIGG..!! I seriously MISS my kymmie laa! Tomorrow she's going out with Shaq. Haiyoo! You better takecare of yourself! Every second my heart beats like a drum rolls..hmm..damn..

To All Liverpool Fans, Liverpool WIN Man-Utd by 3 Goals Ahead!hahahaha!

Oh goddamn im missing shikin already..taqim seriously miss you!

And also check out the nice picas capture by me with Aceh and Fiefie.

To Shikin,

I'm going to edd's place and gonna be back tomorrow. I noe tomorrow we are aren't able to meet each other.*sigh* Okey then you better update me baby! I'm waiting from just now, before i go had my dinner with mama and papa. And well, now I'm still waiting.....ily dear! miss you badly! muah3! syg u!

Loved Taqim (=

2009-03-14T02:41:00.005+08:00

Dear Shikin,

I just wanna say dat i'm really mad about mama's attitude towards me on the

13-03-2009. I noe its her birthday, but why can't she let me have the freedom like Ben? I noe i made u very dissappointed on our ANNIVERSARY! I almost forget this date is due to,too much thinking of mama's condition..hmm....now, i just want to say this to you....i dun think that we are able to go out together on our ANNIVERSARY, but i really hope that we can meet up... I wanna spend this time with you. ..I REALLY HOPE THAT WE CAN MEET!!One more thing, I'm sorry for my stupid behaviour...I try not to do it again... I hope i won't get any scolding from you tomorrow...haa..I really want to get back together with you. You want me to prove it, I'm sure you remember this picture (above)...That is torn by me.. So how?And about this Sunday, all i want say is...you go and enjoy. But if you intend to do anything stupid, don't let me know.pls.I really hope that you takecare of yourself on Sunday. Please don't drink or get drunk. If i noe anything stupid happens to youthat night, I'm seriously going to F*** you up side down. You know right I'm seriously in LOVE with you....

Can you promise me that nothing will happen to you that night?

Until here i'm going to update.

Till next time.......

HAPPY 1 YEAR + 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY! ILYSM! MUAH3! SYG U!

I REALLY WANT TO LAST VERY LONG WITH YOU!

Once Again I'm Sorry.

Loved Taqim (=

2009-03-14T01:04:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR + 1 MONTH HONEY!!

The reason of me still awake lies above ..I'm just waiting fer the clock to strike twelve and taqim to come home..There you go again making the pple hu love you sadd...Wake up taqim,yest was mama's burfdae and you still go hme latee..ape laa..And todae,im blogging cause i want you to know how i nvr fail to rmember this date of ours..Please do appreciate it..

Aqim my honey:

I love you. I love every little thing about you. I love your cute smile, your magical eyes, and the sound of your voice. I love your gentle touch, and I love the warmth I feel when I’m by your side. I can't stop thinking about you when we are apart. I need you by my side. You complete me. You mean the world to me. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You are the one I've always wished for. I never thought that I would ever meet someone as special as you. I love each and every moment I share with you.

My beddie bed and my teddie bear is calling mee..

So my speech ends here,biatch,,haha..joking..*winks

Loved Kymmie=)

2009-03-13T22:08:00.005+08:00

FCUK..saddd..being a loner once more...Where is my colourful rainbow gone to??hmm..Baybee..i'll be missing you honey truckloads..arghh!!Im walking in the rain alone w/o u babes..aisey mann..Well,im preety confident that you guys will always be there fer me..i meant each other..No matter how far we would be but better still our harts are unseperatable..hmm..Do visit us alrite Mssyayie & Suhailaduff..Oh god..My tears are rollling down my cheek..Indeed a crazy gerl like me being sendimental..weird huh..hmm..

Suhailaduff:The ****ing honey..hu just wont fail to make me L.M.A.O with her lame jokes...This is her trademark"Dissappointed seii aku"haha..i'll always rmember dat honey...

Mssyayie:The Gerl hu always came back frm werk bringing us pastry..Always complains to us about her problems at werk..Her trademark"FOOK aka FUCK"haha..i'll rmember dat too..

IM gonna miss you guys..Take care of ur fam and health..And sure to rmember bout mee here....haa

ILY....

Kymmie=((

2009-03-09T08:32:00.010+08:00

FANTASTIC..smiling like a rainbow at last =))..haa..

Updated a few of the pics caught in the camera..

This are my bishan mates..They really do rawk my werld..You go guys..=))

And lastly,i have to mention this..

The VERYY ferst pic upmost..is my CLOSEST mates..

Lina:Preety decent lady but nonsense..

Maryam:The BOLLYWOOD actress who came schooling in Bishan..

Diyana:The Quiet Squirrel frm Hollywood up to her sleeves..

lastly,,

Zamir:The "pimp"in our group..The only boy indeed mixing with the ladies..

I tell you wad..just give me a month and i can turn him into one of us..yay!!

haha=))

Joking mirr..

Till next time.. im ending my speech babies..

Loved Kymmie=)

2009-03-07T13:18:00.005+08:00

PRAISES TO GOD..

THNKIEW FER MAKING THIS R/S BACK TO THE BASICS.HAHA=)

BAbies..looks like i've just earn myself a bby gerl and a boy..haha..

hehe..Its looks soo damn fake..ahhas..rite dear..its more to caucasian..And if fer REAL my baby is going to turn out like that when im pregnant someday..To hell..im going to scream until my lung disappear..ahhas..joking...See you soon peeps..Im going out with my honey bunny..Well..evrything is going smoothly and thnkx to u babies..fer sharing ur advice and a piece of words to me..Thank you once again..Especially to Mayferlin and yunnie baby..You two babes..are always there fer me..mwarks=)

Loved KYMmiie=)

2009-03-07T10:54:00.004+08:00

Dear SHIKIN BABY,

I know for the past this few month,I've been hurting you SOO BADLY.I'm doing this because i want you to feel how i feel when you treated me LAST TIME.

I didn't realise that i'm too 'MELAMPAU'.I also noe that i put you aside for quite sometime.

BUT now,i really-really wanna change since u threaten me that day.But u didn't give me a chance to prove it.

When i want to prove it to you,you ask me to let you go FOR REAL...stating that u cannot bear the pain that u carry.

I know you got other problems besides ours.But please laa shikin...dun say that you are leaving me.WE CAN GO THROUGH THIS TOGEHTER.I JUST KNEW IT.

ONE THING I NOE ABOUT YOU THAT,YOU ARE ONE STRONG GERL AND DUN GIVE UP EASILY.SO..PLEASE BEAR ALL OF THIS PAIN FOR AWHILE.

I REALLY WANT TO HELP YOU, BUT NOW...I'M NOT!I'M MAKING THE SITUATION WORSE!

I REALLY-REALLY LOVE YOU!MY LOVE TOWARDS YOU HAVE NOT EVEN CHANGE SINCE WHEN THE FIRST TIME I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU.!

YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING,MY WIFE,MY SISTER,MY MOTHER.PLEASE BABY YOU KNOW RITE EXACTLY HOW I FEEL TOWARDS YOU.

I really-really want to stop this open-relatioship thingy,and get to normal like we used to.Where you and i are attached and NOT AVAILABLE.

PLEASE GIVE ME A LAST CHANCE TO PROVE MY FEELINGS TOWARDS YOU.I REALLY WANT TO APOLOGISE AFTER WHAT I DID TO YOU.

I LOVE YOU!I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!AND WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU!NO MATTER WHAT!

I REALLY HOPE THAT YOU WILL TEXT ME B4 12 NOON TODAY.AND PLEASE LET ME PROVE MY LOVE TOWARDS YOU ONCE AGAIN.

AND 1 THING THAT CAN'T BE DENIED AND YOU ALWAYS WANT TO DENY IT, WE ARE MEANT FOR EACH OTHER..........I JUST KNEW IT!HMM...OKEY....I'LL JUST WAIT FOR YOUR TEXT THEN........ILY!

LOVED, TAQIM. :'(

2009-03-07T00:55:00.006+08:00

FIGHTS?is there such things in world...hmm..looks like it does make a big difference after any fights...Well,i should say that your not true enough and will always nvr will..ask yourself why do i say that?Babies,i promise I will make this post short and sweet..That one time.. you spoke to me,and said that i better not be sweet talking to any other guy besides you..but i wasn't... i just didn't know.. you were...And you know what,
your saying sorry we didn't work out?your the one who didn't want it to work...because you stopped us when i never stopped believing in us..

And babies..Apparently,im fallin so god damn hard and im wondering at what point he is going to catch me?Will you update me in this blog..hmm..im wandering..cut it off kym..A fairytale will only happen once..soo dream onn...

Babies..i will be deleting my blog pretty soon..cause im sick and tired of watching myself typing the same thing again and again..hmm..

See you soon..

Loved KYmmie=(

KYM IS TOTALLY DEAD..

SHE's HURT BY SOMEBODY..